I'm just an LVN! (Apparently I will stay an LVN)

I have spent the last 2 months looking for loans, scholarships or other means to pay for school. So, I can finish my BSN degree. I am registered for school this fall. i got the bill today. I will probably end up having to drop out because I am having a time finding funding for this. I not asking for a handout. I don't qualify for a pell grant and most people can't believe that. I guess I'm the only one who can't get one. There are reasons I am suspicious for why I can't get one. If I could get a loan to finish school, the Civil Service department can actually pay it back. I am a Civil Service LVN at BAMC. Anyway, I have come to the conclusion that if I am supposed to be a RN then it will happen. If not then I'll just be an LVN.